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Name: Hans
Gender: Male
Interests: Well... let us take a look. I am a hopeless romantic at heart, but I feel lost these days. I love to reenact history. I am interested in archaeology, scuba diving, paintball, horeback riding, and so much more. :-) I am also in the army res.. One of my biggest was loving the "one" but now my motivation and reasoning is gone.
Expertise: ummm.......drama? Even though I hate it.
Occupation: Military
Industry: Engineering
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  derspiegel033
MSN: gravedigger033
Yahoo:  haupthansfischer
Member Since:
10/18/2004
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| Is anyone still out there on this site? It has been so long and this seems to be the place I will have to go from now on to escape the daily grind.
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| Wow....it has been such a long time since I have been on here. I looked into all of my old friends profiles and weblogs. It is so weird to look at one girl and think...wow you are married now....and this person has graduated college...this person is deployed again. I also look back at myself and where I was or what I was thinking when I posted most of these old entries, and at times wish I could go back and tell myself of what was to come. I guess we all wish we could do that from time to time, but I guess my ability to reflect is great since I can actually tell myself do not long for yesterday....just think of the things to come or that you can change in your life. I have learned that too many of us learn to do that by the time that it is too late for most opportunities. I really have to kind of chuckle and say what a life I have lived so far.....and what have I done. I have grown so much and I feel like such an old man compared to others around me that are my age....but it pretty much has always been that way since eighth grade. Oh well.....lol....well more to come...I have a lot of things to think over and really ponder. One great thing about xanga compared myspace and all of those other popularity trackers, is that this site is about the inner working of people more than how many ads or good things can I post about myself. This is a place to reflect to some degree for those of us who want to. Well anyways....until later people. oh and about the music thing what I am listening to....I don't know the actual album, but The Cure actually did some cool songs other than the mainstream crap people here.
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| Well, It's been a weird couple of weeks and what not since I last posted. I hate to write on a sad note, but my unit and myself lost 4 comrades. I knew the guys....one was an Iraqi war vet also. They were an amazing group of guys and never turned down a mission. I was supposed to be rolling with them and I would have been more than honored to roll with them but God has blessed me and let me live another day. Everyone please pray for their families. To my comrades......farewell....I bid you the fondest adieu and we will see eachother again....I was honored to have served with you while I could. It always seems that the best ones go down. I really feel for the families.....but they served with courage and honor....and believe it or not helped soldiers and Afghans every day by doing what we Combat Engineers do best. I never really knew what the American flag meant....not as a kid...not even in rotc....but when you see those caskets being carried away with men who desrved to live a long and good life.....with their wives and children....it changes everything....that American flag draped over it all. I am sorry, but I can't say much more......I just wanted to say my piece and tell everyone that the World lost 4 great men. RIP guys......I'll miss ya even though I didnt know you extremely well. How frivolous and fruitless are my words....for nothing can ever explain these times..... | | |
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